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im so sick of everything and everyone
constantly, everyday i get annoyed with the littlest things.
i'm not happy to the extreme, ever
and i feel like im missing a part of me
that wasnt ever supposed to get this attached.
i drive now, its amazing
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[3-21-06 ♥ 5pm] |
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birthday, two days.
something disappointing is going to happen, always does.
finally sixteen, I HOPE ill be able to drive.
1/2 day on birthday, which is good.
not a good day.. feels like im never extremely happy anymore.
boys suck & i miss you guys.
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| i couldnt live without sarah. |
[1-13-06 ♥ 6pm] |
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annoyed.
i just want to sleep.
i dont like friday the 13th at all.
unlucky day for me.
my moods arent ever always fantastic.
& its upsetting.
i dont want sympathy.
i just want things to go back to how they were
a month ago.
thank gosh for the people
that i love to death.
you guys mean the world to me
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[1-1-06 ♥ 11am] |
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new york is the most amazing city you will ever see. its seriously wonderful.. i love it there and i cant wait to go back. i went with kara, her mom, my mom, and sarah.. a girls trip, so it was good.. kinda a lot of fights, but we laughed so hard. we missed our flight and had to stay and extra night but overall, it was a really good time..
shows to see on broadway.. RENT, AVENUE Q, and the producers.
happy new years to everyone.. 2006 should be a good year.
i hope everyone had a good new yearssss!
i havent been on livejournal in so long.. such a random update.
</3
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| so take me baby or leaveee me |
[11-28-05 ♥ 4pm] |
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whoever hasnt seen rent..
honestly has to go see it.
IT IS AMAZING.
and i want the soundtrack..
I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING.
IM SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS.
ohhh and i gave in and got a myspace..friend me?
www.myspace.com/jessica_molle
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[11-6-05 ♥ 8pm] |
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EVERYONE LOOK AT ALLISON'S LIVEJOURNAL.. so yeah, i miss that a lot. i dont even think anybody understands how close we were. the day we made the box we raked up a bunch of leaves and jumped in them and we were so careless.. and i remember some of the things we put in the box were soo funny. our friendship was pretty much the best elementary/middle school freindship every. FOXY FIVE with me forever <3
also i miss so many people. at the beginning of this year lyndsey and i were soo close, and i dont know what happened, i misss her a lot. allison and i just started getting back to our normal selves so im really happy about that. i miss staci, brittany and sam. we were so close in middle school.. i miss jenna and i see her everyday but its not the same. I MISS JACKIE EFRUSY, omg im dying without her. i miss a lotttt of people i cant even think about it, it makes me so sad.
i've been with sarah and kara almost everday and im not even complaining because that is how much i love them. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER BITCHES, babby and ? hahahah. I LOVE YOU GUYYS
OH and i like a boy..
very random i know, comment!!
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[10-29-05 ♥ 4pm] |
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the best feeling is laughing until your stomach aches.
what would i do without my freinds
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| this is for you candiceee |
[10-15-05 ♥ 1pm] |
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List Ten Things That Make You Happy & Tag Six Friends To Do The Same.
1- sarah, jackie & kara.
2- west bloomfield boys
3- all of my wonderful friends! (ryndsey, allllisonn)
4- being in the car, dancing crazy until the guy next to you stares and laughs
5- seeing people you havent seen in years
6- doing things you never thought of doing
7- coddyy (even though we aren't really together..)
8- PARTYING
9- laughing until your stomach kills
10- foood
i tag allison, kara, lyndsey, kelly, hannah anddd rachel
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| driving slow on sunday morning.. and i dont ever want to leave.. |
[10-10-05 ♥ 4pm] |
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i'm lonely. i don't trust anyone with anything. i over react about everything. i don't know what i want or what i need. it drives me insane i can't get 4.0 in school without trying. i want my liscence. i want to be able to do a lot of things. i don't want progress reports, one bad grade. parents are going to flip. grandpa's in the hospital, upset about that. when i can't get a hold of someone it drives me insane. don't tell me somthing and do the COMPLETELY oppisite.
monday's are stressful. i don't like them..
i need to put in a hundred percent effort into school..it's so hard to concentrate, it drives me insane. i can't take tests, i just fail everyone even if i study with my mother for thirteen hours.
i miss being close with alex zayid. it's nice to know when people hate you, especially after you've been close for four years.
i probably shouldn't have typed half the things i did on livejournal, but who really cares anymore.. the on thing that really matters is i get all A's. i need to be really focused.
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| how about we STOP now. |
[9-28-05 ♥ 6pm] |
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As i sit here, i watch everything i've accomplished, everything i've achieved and everything i have learned from my experiences fall apart. I can't take it anymore, it's just emotionally effecting me. It's making me want to do things i would have never thought of doing. Being at Andover for over a year now has been a long and hard journey for adjusting and being able to adapt to a new environment. No matter what happens i'm going to be doing something i dont want to do. ONE LITTLE thing can change your outlook, it's really amazing. i am NEVER taking ANYTHING for granted EVER again. I don't even know how much more i can take..
things will probably be worked out by next week, but i just can't deal with it. it seems like the start of every single one of my years suck.
i dont even know anything anymore..
things like this, really make you wonder.
0 good news today, 3 tests tomorrow and a spanish oral. i'm really excited.
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| it's always better when we're together |
[9-18-05 ♥ 9pm] |
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haven't updated in a long time.. nothing's really new..
central game was fun friday, i got to see a lot of people i havent seen in the longest time and that was really good. i was with my boyfriend most of the time, it was rachel's birthday, she's 15 ! uhh what else, oh im sick kinda sorta loosing my voice and it's driving me insane.
i really like andover this year like a lot better then last year, and saying that i hope i dont jinx myself.
i want homecoming to come already.. way too much drama with everything right now. homecoming is always soo much planning it's crazy. i wish they would just tell us what day it is a week before so everyone wouldn't be so intense about it hahah.
pretty much, i miss my best friends, their names are sarah jackier and jackie efrusy and i havent seen them in about 10 years. on a better note, im still really close with lynds :) me and alli are back to our normal obsessions with each other andddd rachel & i are wonderful and same with kara and i love them all to death!
this is all just ramble ramble ramble cause im bored..
MOST IMPORTANTLY ALLISONS BIRTHDAY IS FRIDAY.. EVERYONE MAKE HER DAY SPECIAL.. ITS MY HALF BIRTHDAY TOO WHICH MEANS ONLY 6 MONTHS TILL I CAN DRIVE!@#!
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[9-1-05 ♥ 10am] |
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there's not too much summer left.. but i'm not complaining at all. just about every second of this summer was amazing. thanks to everyone who made it soo much fun, i seriously think i even learned some things from this summer, made a TON of new friends who i love and have just realized what really matters to me and what doesn't.
i got a new layout thanks to allison.. i just told her to go crazy with it and i LOVE it.. so thanks al, i love youuu.
haha oh yeah, so my cousin from canada is staying here until like sunday or whatever for his 16th birthday..he got some really funny birthday presents.
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[8-8-05 ♥ 11pm] |
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goodbye michigan.. i will be seeing you in a week.
IM SO EXCITED FOR NEW HAMPSHIRE, but other than that, summer has been absolutley amazing.
i will have my phone so call me while im there and when i get back there's a whole lot of people i need to seeeee. <3
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[7-29-05 ♥ 12pm] |
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wow, i seriously love summer. and i love my best friends, all i need is them to get me through everything and it's actually pretty funny that i just realized that because they are the only people that are good friends to me. just recently people have been doing things that a "real friend" wouldn't do, and im talking about more than one person, so this is not pointing directly at anyone.
july 30th, cousins grad party at my house!@#!..august 3rd, cedar point.. august 9th, new hampshire :-) yay i can't wait.
ALLISON NEFF IS HOME AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE HER TONIGHT, it's been wayy too long.
kara, i <3 you & im happy we have been getting so close.
i dont want summer to end & i dont want to go back to school & i dont want the snow to come
that might have been a whole lot of nothing, but ohh well, an update was needed, it's been way too longg.
oh yeah, anyone wanna tell me how to post pictures on livejournal?
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| don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you got till its gone |
[7-13-05 ♥ 11pm] |
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i hate it how i never know what i want.
it drives me insane how quickly i change my mind..
AND I GET SO ANNOYED SO EASILY, what is wrong with me.
i can not wait to go to new hamptire this summer, like thats what im looking forward to.
oh and i would love to go to cedar point so i need to figure out when a good time to go is.
ever since my best friend has been gone i've been spending long amounts of time with other people and i love it. i love how i got to be with jackie A TON and kara.. its always fun when im with her.
call me this next week for plans cause i'm really thinking it's about time to see some of these people i've been missing like crazy.
((random--oh, by the way i have this noise that i make all the time now, its really weird and annoying but i like bothering people so i do it? it sounds like a big POP. hahahaha))
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[7-6-05 ♥ 1pm] |
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summmer has been amazing. i love how its hott everyday and you can just walk around in your bathing suits..i love it how i have been having long talks with people just about everything..even though i should'nt because some of the people i dont even know if i can trust them,but i guess i just dont care anymore. i know its not good that i dont care, but i just dont.
my mom keeps telling me i need to do something productive this summer. i have NO idea what i can do..so if anyone wants to be "productive" or has ideas.. let me know.
i miss my best friend. shes been gone for 2 days and i seriously dont know what to do. she'll be gone for 2 weeks to a month so i need to find something to do.
i can't wait until august. i'm going back to new hamp. and i'm so freeking excited..i love it there. it's so pretty.
welll, this update was a whole lot of nothing, but comment anyways!
oooh and i decided, i want a boyfriend.
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| SUMMMER |
[6-21-05 ♥ 9pm] |
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SUMMER IS FANTASTIC..
the hott weather makes me soo happy. i love it how you can just be outside in your bathing suit all day, even if it rains, you just go outside and play in it. i also want the pistons to win this championship so bad you have no idea. so LETS GO DETRIOT.
i hope everyone is having a wonderful summer and i havent been online because freeking comcast sucks more than anything and it takes them more than 23123 weeks to fix our cable. sweeeet, yeah right.
soo i'm really missing some people.. feel free to call
<33
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| SUMMER IS ON ITS WAY |
[6-7-05 ♥ 3pm] |
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mm so took my first finals today..
they weren't bad at all.
this week seems like it has been sooo long and i just want it do be over
cause then its SUMMMMER!#!@@#
so i decided i miss the five of us.
jen, rach, colleen, allison..we all have to hang out one day
because we just need it.
i want to meet new boys this summer.. suggestions where to find them? hahahah
what a random update, <33
PS - EVERYONE WHO'S LEAVING LJ COME BACKKKK
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| i hate sundays |
[5-22-05 ♥ 1pm] |
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lately things have been so boring.
i cant wait for the st.marys fair to come next weekend, and to have a long weekend. knowing that i only have 3 weeks left of school makes me extremely happy and knowing that they arent going to be that hard makes me happIER.
ive also realized that i have lost a lot of friends or am starting to fall apart with them because i dont know why and to tell you the truth it really upsets me. i dont even know why i go online, i hate it. and i love the rain just not on sundays, it makes everything seem a lot worse.
this is just kinda a rambling, boring, depressing update because that's how i feel about today.
i hope things are good for everyone. < 3
*((on a better note)) OH I CAN NOT WAIT FOR SUMMER, MY BOAT IS GOING IN THE WATER NEXT WEEKEND AND THATS JUST WHAT IS GOING TO GET ME THROUGH NEXT WEEK. andd my cousins going to prom :) so i get to go over there thursday and take pics of her, so that will be fun.*
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| seriously WHO CARES/ |
[5-11-05 ♥ 5pm] |
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I DONT EVEN CARE ANYMORE.
seriously im thinking about just being careless and giving up one hundred percent.
everything bothers me, and im not doing good in school again, i dont even understand how my ONLY bad grade is in health. who has a bad grade in health? yeah that would be me.
i just need summer. its going to be amazing. im so sick of freshman year, being a freshman sucks.
i need to plan things though, so whose like doing camps/working cause my dad says i need a job. whoever wants a 15 year old to work for them must be desperate.
ohh ps, im officially frusterated with boys.
enough is enough. <3
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